It’s been a while since I have written. I am not really sure where to start. And I apologize that this may come off as more of a journal entry that a blog.
I am processing a lot of emotions.
Specifically around christianity and divorce, and the idea of healthy sexuality and the ethics of a pastor. After reading over 100 articles on ethics and sexuality, divorce, and ministry, I am left understanding several things.
- We are an overly saturated lust-filled American Church, and sadly an under communicating church on what healthy sexuality looks like.
- Helping professionals need care and love just as much as they help.
- Safe touch feels absent in most of our communities.
I don’t know what I am looking for in regards to the next relationship I enter.
But I know that 9 months after discovering my spouse’s betrayal I am ready to forgive, be whole, and find somebody to love.